December 2008
And I'm feeling goooooood.
Wowzers.
I never knew I could be social. Can I have a round of applause please? And all without even being drunk.
I’m feeling pretty damn spiffing at the moment, and loving it. It sure does make a difference. ‘Twould be even better without all this crazy-arse revision shit.
Lol.
It’s funny how much people will tell you when they think you won’t remember it.
I learnt a lot last night.
Tonight
Tonight is the first time in a very long while that I’ll be leaving the house and socialising outside of school, and with the involvement of a lot of people and alcohol.
Yay for that =]
Can’t wait tbh. Vic+Jess+alcohol= amazing fun.
And Aimee I guess, she’s pretty spiffing too. I just hope the x-halfers don’t hate me too much. I like to talk at parties rather than...
Meat is murder.
Tis an amazing song. Damn sir for reminding me of its awesomeness and re-igniting my obsession with all things Morrissey/ Smiths/ animal rights related.
“It’s death without reason, and death without reason is MURDER!”
The Queen will sing Anarchy in the UK
Ahahahaha.
I’m having a rather punk loving mood. Yay for Sex Pistols lol. I’ve been dancing round my room looking like a twat for ages, fun fun fun.
Try smiling once in a while. Smile and dance and see how much better you feel after. That’s a lot, coming from me.
Random hyper dancy fun mood, and nobody’s here to share with me =[
Ah well, I guess I’ll just have to...
Oh yeah.
http://www.mookychick.co.uk/body/wake-me-up-tips.php
I’m wayy proud like.
Ahahahahahahaha!
That’s quite funny like.
They all hate me, and they seem to think that it’s annoying me! The thing is, it’s a good thing, now I don’t have to act as if I love them and everything about them. But wow they’re dumb. “Yeah, course you ginger retard, you’ve been spreading shit about me and one of my best mates, but I’ll chat with you as if it’s all...
Is it just me...?
Is it just me, or is everyone being crazy weird at the moment? Nothing seems right, and everyone seems more worried about satisfying their own crazy fantasies than being friends with anyone.
I see it when I’m watching them, and it confuses me so much.
I really want to take pictures of everyone. In black and white. Not particularly posey or anything, just real expressions and feelings.
...
I hate that place.
So today, all in the space of 5 hours, I have turned from a raging lesbian, to a lesbian druggie who smokes every morning outside school.
I’m sick of the fact that everyone believes every single thing they hear, without even questioning it.
Do they really think I could get away with smoking all the time and not having anybody notice? And even if I did, [which I wouldn’t for reasons...
Oh my god...
I think I might just be jealous.
Help me!!!
And why is she talking to me? She comes over to me now instead of the x halfers. Does she just feel sorry for me? Is she after something? Has everyone else just decided they hate her? This is confusing me. Yeah, I get lonely, but I just can’t seem to trust people enough to think that there’s not motive behind their actions.
So yeah...
I’ve decided to just stay out of all this stuff that’s going on with various people. Different groups are joining in, and even parents, which is a lickly bit smelly tbh.
So yeah, I’m staying out.
I really wanna scribble all over my walls. Do you ever get random moods where you just wanna draw on absolutely everything?
I do. Lots.
Allie’s at the Twilight premiere...